Memory

I went to Mr Lim's memorial just now. It was really sad and depressing. It was jsut so hard to believe he passed away just like that. I know he will not be gone but will continue to stay in our hearts.

It feels so weird today. I should feels happy and excited putting on my uniform since it has been so long I did that. I do honestly ok. But it was really strange as I could not feel happy doing that. I don't know how I should put it.

Anyway Calista and I went to Junction 8 and walk around before going to the memorial. I digress. My father is so weird nowadays! He saw me in my uniform and asked me whether I was going to school. And I said yeah. He said he will drive me to school. I was so shocked since I know my father will never do that. Haha that sounds really bad. But then I am so happy he did that. I'm running with him tomorrow!

Sometimes I think my father is very tough. My brother is not exactly the best person to raise and I really think he is having a hard time. My brother wen tout today and did not tell my father that he is not eating dinner and staying out late. My father bought his dinner adn was fuming from evening till now.

Then my brother came back with his friends and my father scolded him. Then my father suddenly said he will bring all them to supper. Shocked me! I think the guys were pretty shocked too. Now my father is going to give them a talk now. If it was me, I would be so sian and rather sleep. Can you imagine talking to a bunch of bengs who only nod and nod to what you say? I'm sure my father is having a super headache now. I guess I will be a good girl and not give him any more troubles. Have more chats with him.

Cherish him more.


Bought my gift for Joy for the BBQ next Thursday. Actually I am rather looking forward to it tho I will need to rush after work.

I do not put up lyrics here but exception this time.



The Last Goodbye (Ronan Keating)
I know they say if you love somebody
You should set them free
But it sure is hard to do
It sure is hard to do

I know they say if it don’t come back again
Then it’s meant to be
Those words don’t pull me through
Cause I’m still in love with you

I spend each day here waiting for a miracle
It’s just you and me going through the mill
Climbing up a hill

This is a long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can’t make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
No matter how hard I try
I always make you cry
Come on baby it’s over
Let’s face it
All that’s happening here is a long goodbye


I want to kiss everyone I love.